JunWang xD

2009-10-26T04:07:00.000-07:00

muhahaha,
i cooked dinner for my family today! :D
so proud..
hahahah chey~
tmr going palua ubin :O
SIAN!
this thurs not playing handball lerh ):
fuck that SMU thing,
ruin everything ):
nevermind,
i forgive,
cos i cooked super nice soup today! :D

2009-10-24T23:41:00.001-07:00

yesterday we had the SMU thingin.
it is quite fun though,
and i can see that allyson and jean got pissed off,
cos of me and songwei ruining all the scenes.
LOL.
thurs still have,
but i dont feel like going.
i wanna go for handball competition ):

2009-10-15T17:56:00.000-07:00

Exams are over.
I gave myself a time line to see how we can get along.
i doubt it can.

2009-10-02T09:19:00.000-07:00

what if i asked you back why,
will you know how to answer?

2009-09-25T04:54:00.000-07:00

today went alda house,
hahaha had serious madness at her house.
Happy birthday grand daughter (:
(ohno, i have join-ed to the weird game also.)
muahahahaha :D

2009-09-12T09:02:00.000-07:00

she is sad,
im worried,
hope i could help her,
someone who have same situation as me.
will it happen again?

2009-09-11T22:07:00.000-07:00

i got disturbed by your nonsense,
and it became my fault?
whatever.

2009-09-05T07:51:00.001-07:00

talking evan now in msn,
super duper miss her lah.
okay okay, im not that sissy.
at least she promised me something.
muahaha :D

2009-09-01T05:24:00.001-07:00

I had real, great fun today. (:

2009-08-29T22:14:00.000-07:00

LOL,
dont know why.
both look freakin disgusting.
yewwwww -.-

2009-08-26T06:37:00.000-07:00

i wanted to be nice,
i want to change to someone you desire.

why does it have to always be those fucktards?
dont blame me if one day i vent anger on them.
everyone have their own limit.
im just trying to be nice for your sake.
but everything goes wrong.

if that day really happens,
i dont really give a damm of what you think of me.
my life is ruined anyway.
im ready for anything, fuckers.

2009-08-24T06:01:00.000-07:00

she say,
'i still love you, i just does not like what you does.'

really?
i dont even know.
i also dont care.
it is relaxing to be just cruel to everything.
muhaha (:

2009-08-22T10:36:00.000-07:00

i know my emotional is down this time,
it is totally different from all those previous times.
maybe i could move on?
i have been reading that msg since that day,
i understand what you meant,
i know i must,
so im trying to.
do i look like someone who need care and concern?
maybe i dont.
people hate me,
i dont care a single shit.
cos i live for myself,
not for those bastards and sluts who are so scared.
i know i can pull through.
it is easy yeah?
i hate it.

2009-08-17T06:06:00.000-07:00

i dont know what to blog.

2009-08-14T04:17:00.000-07:00

3 more days :D
hope you will be happy with them.
although.. umm :/
iloveyou.. (:

2009-08-13T07:01:00.000-07:00

this is my tudi who hai wo lose 7-0 to songwei and benjamin.
hahahah :D

today was tiring,
oh nooo.
is this week is super tiring.
tmr still needa run 2.4km for training.
i wanna improve ):
determination? :O

2009-08-11T06:35:00.000-07:00

wth, im sick of all these, im gonna improve.

2009-08-08T09:07:00.000-07:00

oh gosh,
had a super full dinner today.
omggg i never play basketball for 3 days.
is it something good or bad?
dont know what to sayyy,
blogging for the sake of blogging.
okayyy enough of crap.
good night peeps (:

2009-08-07T03:56:00.000-07:00

hah today went to benedict house.
during that period,
benedict, benjamin, benedict's sis, songwei, daryl, zhiwei was playing mahjong.
weihao and renjie was playing computer.
we were so bored that me, nicole and desmond take photos.
we like some gays camwhoringggggg.
now then i understand why girls like camwhore so much.
desmond was so retarded to take zi lian photo when he was suppose to take nicole picture.
hahaha,
i left my yearbook in benedict houseeee.
LOL, oh, you were freakin beautiful.
we went home around 4.30pm.
eh, no, is only me and nicole.
heheh,
is it a fun day?
maybeeee, cos life is simple for me.
i dont expect much.
hahaha:D

2009-08-06T05:07:00.000-07:00

i think im sick? ):
H1N1 nicole ng's fault.
hahah joking.

i dont know what you think,
you just randomly accusing?
im really tired of explaining myself.
give up all you want.

2009-08-01T20:01:00.000-07:00

'you never explain things to me clearly,
i really hope you could always make things clear to me.
but i know it would never happen.'

hah, no wonder until now is still always boy woo girl,
whats the difference in century now.
LOL crap.

2009-07-31T05:18:00.000-07:00

tmr is saturday.
and i wanna go out ):

what should i get for the upcoming event?
will you even use it? O.O

im tired mannn.

2009-07-30T04:53:00.000-07:00

wow learn-ed quite alot today.
had a real laughter at void deck today.
joker siaaa :D

hais,
i dont know lah.
whether is me or not.
im tired,
im bored.
i wanna be gone.

2009-07-29T05:56:00.000-07:00

tmr have kickboxing,
its getting boring mannn.

haha just decided to buy some cookies.
hope i wont regret?
hehhehhh later taste awful.
LOL just joking.
better dont comment too much about it,
or she will kill me -___-

and friday gonna have physical training for 2hours plus.
aw mannnn ):

2009-07-28T06:03:00.000-07:00

i dont know whether your blog post really refer to me or not.
but i just reply to your that post if it was refering to me.

if you said i dont cared,
if you said i only cared about her.
but think yourself,
i cared, i tell,
do you listen?
saying what, ' im afraid i can't '
comeon,
im tired already lah since you dont want to listen.
neverminds,
it is your mind.

roarrrr,
tmr got training again.
and yeejian told me friday is PT whole day.
i think im gonna die.
prepare for my funeral :D
hehhehhhhh.

2009-07-27T07:20:00.000-07:00

being alone for life,
is better than getting emo over love.
being alone for life,
does not mean i could find any fun.
until currently,
i found out i could have fun being alone.

i cared, i worried.
maybe too sensitive?
you were freakin too much.
ohfuck,
i dont want say anymore.

i just wanna go on with my single lifeee.

2009-07-25T09:07:00.000-07:00

loving someone is better than living with someone? (:

i hope you will always, forever, listen to my advice.
i wish the best for you of course,
maybe i just dont want to admit to anything.
hope you understand my thoughts for you.
take care of yourself,
do the things i asked you to kay?

oh is it sunday now? O.o
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE CHOONG JIEEE!:D
sorry no present.
hehehh :D

anyway, just few hours ago,
i was suppose to go gym with ken-nah then go out.
but cos my ahma say im too small in size so dont allow me go.
just because both of bros are big size thus im small -.-
roar, so boring nowadays :O

2009-07-22T04:42:00.000-07:00

roarrrr so freakin tired today,
but at least i learned something from 'coach'? :D
hahahaha.

i dont know whether i still care for you or not.
i refering to you, not you.
lawl i think im talking the same way as you are.
oh oh goshhhhh O.O

2009-07-21T05:59:00.000-07:00

hahaha the 8pm monday show never failed to make me laugh.
LOL! :D
tmr gonna swimming,
die die die training so jialat liaos ):
haha tmr swim halfway then cramp then drown,
then nicole will have to save me,
in the end,
she confirm will give up and swim away,
cos i just freaking too heavy.
heheheh (:
haha i dont know whether i really can let go,
hope i can.
cos you will be happier yeah.
and maybe i be with **** will be happier too.
good luck (:

2009-07-17T21:30:00.000-07:00

its unfair.
why are those _____ living peacefully,
yet we the _____ are always having argues.
even though it dont related to us,
but of course we will be sad to see friends became like this?

so, ______,
haha i know im extra.
but whats the point arguing,
must learn to get over it overnight.
like ____ :D
always getting into argues then okay overnight.
cos friends are not meant to argue though.
okay i crap too much.
hehe byeee! :D

2009-07-17T21:16:00.000-07:00

lols end of the week,

and i had a tiringgg one O.o

bball,running,gym,swimming.

omgggggg ):

and im working later.

excited or lazy? :O

i think desmond is hungry for a burger,

thats why motivated to work :D

hahaha.

and, i hope i can get a *** in few days timeee. :X

2009-07-17T06:36:00.001-07:00

ACCPET! ):
oh and i failed my chi ct for the first time O.o
pathetic.

2009-06-30T06:53:00.000-07:00

FUCK.
nvms for you, i will always tolerate.

2009-06-25T23:47:00.000-07:00

Interesting movie, 17again >.<

a 17 year old boy since 1989.
a good basketballer.
ran away cos some problems with gf?

and they grown up,
the boy was dissapointed.
and a kind spirit turn back his time.
i also want! LOL.

but that fake father of his,
is damm rich lah.
so many food and drinks and gadgets.
madness derh lahh.

too bad,
do i seems like similar to that boy?
LOL.

2009-06-23T21:27:00.000-07:00

SI NICOLE NG! D:
come back lah or no one tagg my blog.
i think i lock blog better luh.
the obs should cancel,
so you cannot go.
wahahahah! xP
lock? dont lock? lock?
wheeee.

2009-06-19T23:41:00.000-07:00

A quiz tagged by Nicole Ng.

~~All the 14 people must do this quiz.~~
~~unless he/she doesn't have a blog or have already done this quiz.~~
Write the name of the 14 people you could think of the top of your head,
then answer the questions.

1.Hannah
2.Nicole Ng
3.Desmond
4.Songwei
5.Yizhao
6.Renjie
7.Benedict
8.Xinying
9.Priscilla
10.Elston
11.Kenneth Yee
12.Zhi Wei
13.Kai Sin
14.Wei Hao

1.How did you get to know 7?(Benedict)-i forgot.

2.What will you do if you and 13 have not met?(Kai Sin)-then i will have a less person to like (:

3.What will you do if 1 and 12 date?(Hannah&Zhi Wei)-Torture him for 365 days until he dies.

4.Have you seen 14 cry?(Wei Hao)-he open his eyes so small, even if he cry, i also cannot see.

5.Would 4 and 11 be good couple?(Songwei&Kenneth)-they both have stead alrdy :O

6.Do you think 11 is attractive?(Kenneth Yee)-sometimes, sometimes not :/ hoho.

7.What's 2's favourite colour?(Nicole Ng)-not really sure.

8.When was the last time you talk to 9?(Priscilla)-the 1st hour of her brithday.

9.What language does 8 speaks?(Xinying)-cartoon lauguage.

10.Who is 13 going out with?(Kai Sin)-dont know, diff schl.

11.What grade is 12 in?(Zhi Wei)-sec3 express.

12.Would you ever date 10?(Elston)-if im a girl i will xD too bad im not.

13.What's the best thing abt 13?(Kai Sin)-talkative :O

14.What's the best thing abt 8?(Xinying)-she could have plenty of boys that will be there fr her.

15.Have you ever kiss 5?(Yi Zhao)-cannot lah, he prefer dua neh buuuuuu~

16.What was the best memory you have with 7?(Benedict)-everytime go out with him is fun xD

17.When's the last time you are going to see 6?(Renjie)-during shannon's brithday celebration.

18.How is 12 and 14 different?(Zhi Wei&Wei Hao)-one tall one short.

19.Is 6 pretty?(Renjie)-heh cannot say, or next time he wear until too sexy go out with us :P

20.How did you meet 5?(Yi Zhao)-we know each other from primary schl.

21.Is 1 your best friend?(Hannah)-uhhh.. more than that.

22.Have you seen 4 on the last time?(Songwei)-i dont understand.

23.Do you hate 12?(Zhi Wei)-okay okay luh.

24.Have you seen 4 on the last month?(Songwei)-duh, always point _l_ at people xP

25.When was the last time you talk to 3?(Desmond)-just.

26.Have you been 5's house?(Yi Zhao)-ALOT of times. Girls who like him, dont jealous xD

27.When's the last time you gonna see 10?(Elston)-last friday.

28.Are you close to 13?(Kai Sin)-we are gann since primary schl.

29.Have you been in a movie with 4?(Songwei)-got~

30.Have you gotten into trouble with 8?(Xinying)-nah she got other boys to pei her into tai ji.

31.Would you give 2 a hug?(Nicole Ng)-siaooo, later will have 2 person come find me :X

32.When have you ever lied to 3?(Desmond)-wahahahah! everytime :D

33.Is 1 good in socializing?(Hannah)-no matter how bad, i will still want to talk to her.

34.Do you know secrets abt 9?(Priscilla)-during sec2? i dnt know whether it is now or not.

35.Describe the relationship abt 12 & 14.(Zhiwei&Wei Hao)-Friends or maybe brothers.

36.Best thing abt your friendship with 9.(Priscilla)-laughing tgt in class. nothing more.

37.What's the worst thing abt 6?(Renjie)-he always sleep. heh :D

38.Have you ever have a crush on 12?(Zhi Wei)-nah.

39.Does 14 have a girlfriend or boyfriend?(Wei Hao)-nopeee.

40.Have you ever want to punch 1's face?(Hannah)-if i punch her, i commit sucide straight away.

41.Has 2 meet your mom?(Nicole Ng)-nah.

42.How do you get to meet 3?(Desmond)-during sec1 camp. the gaysss, me ken des danial ;O

43.Did you physically hurt 3?(Desmond)-cannot, or that hungry chunni come eat me up.

44.Do you live close to 7?(Benedict)-we live...... DAMM FAR APART.

45.What's 8 favourite food?(Xinying)-sweet food.

46.What kind of car does 1 have?(Hannah)-i think she could own plenty of cars alone next time.

47.Have you ever travelled around with 9 before?(Priscilla)-nope.

48.If you give 14 $100 ,what will he spend on?(Wei Hao)-he buy makeups to make himself look more emo.

2009-06-15T23:40:00.000-07:00

phew,
ytd went out to 12 in the midnight to have shannon's brithday celebration.
hahah there was me, reece, zhiwei, renjie, songwei, benjamin, benedict, weihao and desmond.
too bad yizhao never come.
haha :O

we went to sakura for dinner siok :D
because shannon's dad treat us.
LOL i only remember weihao and renjie was the first to be full.
then they had some weird eating competition which i did not joined! :D
lols i just know they are fed with me cos i go take alot of food.
haha taking the clip around is fun leh.

we spend around 1hr plus in the sakura.
we were there so short lah,
there was a group of boys stayed there longer than us.
roar.

anyway,
we managed to take some photos lah.
but it will be upload on other days.
because now i dont have it ):

so sorry.
haha end of post (:

ohyah,
Happy Brithday Shannon.

2009-06-12T20:26:00.000-07:00

i love you so much,
but is all no use.
for now,
i'll just love you with my own way,
i wont expect anything.
just want you be happy.
hope you and him can be happy.
i will still love you and put efforts.
i love you.

2009-06-12T18:18:00.000-07:00

seriously,
im tired of being nice.
i dnt know what i can still do.
i just love you,
but i dont expect you to love back.
so i should not change anything.
i just be myself.
if you think im a bastard,
cos im gonna use violence,
then be it.
i born to be like this.
you dnt even bother whether how much i change for you.
nahhh everything became the same.
is all remain the same.
take it as everything is a lie then.
im really tired.

2009-06-06T09:01:00.001-07:00

hahah,
actually no friends,
no big deal.
at least i will focus carefully,
thinking how much things i gonna do for myself.

friends?
maybe is cause of some matters i got this thinking.

you, i tried my best to make you happy.
but your way of talking to me became that,
you feel bored, and dont wanna talk to me ANYMORE.

you, new friends appeared,
i no longer matter.
those time we spent.
hais smlj lah that kkn.

you, hah,
i expect this day though,
you dont know me well.
now cos i got emotional.
it affect you and dont wanna talk to me anymore.

hohoho,
at least,
these appears to be happier for you all.
haha then all the best to all of you (:

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score at will.
trainings? :O

2009-06-03T20:46:00.000-07:00

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i know they wanna come and separate us
but they can't do us nothin'
your the one i want and i'm a continue lovin'
cause your considered wify and i'm considered husband
and i'm a always be there for you

我不管你用任何眼光看我我都不会选择放弃
我要坚持到底忽略那些冷言冷语
而爱是如此珍贵值得我们彼此相信
两颗心才越靠越近

and no one knows why i'm into you
cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes

没人会懂是我们的梦
当再多困难只要牵手就变得不同

that's why we'll break through

and i don't care what they say,
i'm gonna be with you
i'm gonna be with you,
i wanna be with you

我不在乎怎么做
i'm gonna be with you
i'm gonna be with you,
i'm gonna be with you

seems like every day that go by things are gettin' harder
want to be the one that give you the whole enchilada
cause i know what my baby like, i lean you on that prada
you ain't got to match with the shoes

我知道每一次的沟通就会让我爱你更多
跟一次的拥抱温暖让我不再怯懦
爱是真实的触摸美好或伤痛

keepin it always true

you are everything in my life see the joy you bring
and ain't no one i compare you to
and i know that you will never walk away from me no matter what
and that's why i plan to do the same thing for you
and i want you to know

be in my life with me
you know you my queen b
show you the finer things in life and places you wanted to b
eits trips to miami,
rockin tenjune nyc
party up at club bling till 6 in da morning
don't want yo body figure sexually
i wanna pop u figures annually showing you so security
u dun gota worry b
satisfaction guaranteed
you don't need another g
you can have it all it in me
you'll like it more you soothe me
thru da pain and da struggles it gets hot you cool
mecuz you's a wifey quality qualifiedwarranty you certified
you know how to get me high hotter than a super ride
u know when you want it you need it you know i got it
u know when you want me you need me you know i give it
so whenever in doubt you can count on me
whatever it is you be under my wing
whenever you down you can put it on me
and wherever you go you be rocking my ringrepeat #x2

2009-06-01T20:56:00.000-07:00

tired of all these,
dont act until so kind to me lah all of you.
buey song jiu lai luh.
i kept thinking ways to entertain.
bored,
finally i give up.

2009-05-29T08:58:00.000-07:00

EFFORTS.

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holisday coming,
i totally exhuasted.
why my ahgong havent come my dream siaaa.
i want him tell me what happen when people die,
then i prepare.
i miss my muscular ahgong ):
i dont like my family at all.
only ahgong treat me best.
dont know why think of him suddenly.
only rmb that time his funeral im the only one crying like mad,
even now,
i feel like crying.
gosh i hate all this )':

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iloveyou.

2009-05-22T20:22:00.001-07:00

wow wow wow,
hope my 'future bestfwen' could help me soon.
hehehe i just need people to chat with.
lols just that we still cannot get along,
help me sooooon lahhh dumbieeee :O

hahaha and training ytd was fun.
lols we won 3 games straight.
&& was shouting here and there.
NBA style :D
hahahas dreaming liaos.

and yeah, fr you,
be happy with that boy kay? (: even though i hate it that way.. ):
im annoying and all that.
sorryyy. ciaoooo.. :X

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gosh, tired of life.

2009-05-20T06:06:00.000-07:00

i need you.

i miss you.

2009-05-15T23:50:00.001-07:00

does she love elseone?
does she love me?
am i important to her?
does she looking out for someone?

i seriously love you,
the past my bad.
but i hope i get a chance.

Maybe not,
cos you alrdy have others in mind.

2009-05-05T05:49:00.001-07:00

Exams..?
just two days i found joy studying.
i worked hard.
But the next day totally bored of all these.
I shall just continue my bored life.
I dont need any people who no patience to teach.
Humilated till like that.
Tsktsk thrilling life.
hehehe :D

2009-04-28T04:58:00.000-07:00

i actually decided to stop the cold war,

but still you are so big fuck about it.

and you actually said wanna continue,

i shall continue play.

Just abit more initiative from you,

i could become soft hearted totally.

I know these are all your beautiful lies,

but i just cannot seems to let you go.

Trust and Love are all gone from you,

but yet, i still need you.

WHY? im envious,

not cause of other boys, is cause,

how they could actually forget their close and love ones,

so easily..?

2009-04-24T23:29:00.000-07:00

a time machine,

can i have it as a present?

i just need go back to 20th January 2008.

2009-04-14T02:33:00.000-07:00

Im tired of all this, suffering ):

2009-04-11T06:50:00.000-07:00

BASIC
1.. Are you single? No.
2. Are you happy? Not really.
3. Are you bored? Yeah.
4. Are you fair? No.
5. Are you Italian? No.
6. Are you intelligent? No.
7. Are you honest? Depends.
8. Are you nice? Depends.
9. Are you Irish? No.
10. Are you Asian? Yeah.

10 Facts
1. Name : Goh Jun Wang
2. Nick: Ah Wang
3. Birth place : Singapore
4. Hair colour: Black
5. Girlfriend name: Ding Xin Ying
6. Favourite Sports : Basketball
7. Birthday : 27 September
8. Mood : Depends.
9. Favourite colour : Random
10. One place you want to visit: USA

My Love Life
1. Have you ever been in love: Currently yes.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight: Yes.
3. Do you currently have a crush: Duh.
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally: Just.
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart: Yeah.
6. Have you ever have your heart broken: Yeah.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them: No.
8. Are you afraid of commitment: Not sure.
9. Who was the last person you hug: Xin Ying
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to: Xin Ying
11.Love or lust - LOVE

This or That
1. Hard liquor or beer - Beer.
2. Cat or dog - Dog
3. A few best friends or any regular friends - Both.
4. Creamy or crunchy - Creamy.
5. Pencil or pen - Pen.
6. Wild night out or romantic night in - Both.
7. Money or happiness - Happiness.
8. Night or Day - Both.
9. IM or phone - Phone.
10 have you ever been caught sneaking out - Nope.
11. Seen a polar bear - No.
12. Done something you regret - Yeah.
13. Bungee jumped - No.
14. Eaten food that fell on the floor - Yeah.
15. Finish entire jaw breaker - Huh?
16. Been caught naked - Eee -.-
17. Wanted an ex gf/bf back - Yeah but not anymore.
18. Cried because you lost a pet - No.
19. Wanted to disappear - Forever.

Preferences in a partner
1. Smile or Eyes - Smile.
2. Light hair or Dark hair - Light.
3. Hugs or Kisses - Both! :D
4. Shorter or Taller- Shorter.
5. Intelligent or Attraction - Both.
6. Topman or Zara - Topman
7. Funny or Serious - Both.
8. Older or Younger - Younger.
9. Outgoing or Quiet - Outgoing.
10. Sweet or Bad - Sweet.
11.Ever performed in front of a large crowd - At kindergarden.
12. Ever talked on the phone for more than 1 hour - Yeah.
13. Ever walked on hands - Nope, i cant do it.
14. Ever been to a rock concert - No.
15. Ever been in a cheerleading team - Nope.
16. Ever been in a dance team - Kindergarden-.-
17. Ever been in a sports team - Yes.
18. Ever been in a drama play - Yes.
19. Ever owned a BMW/Mercedes Benz/Escalade/Hummer/Bentley - Nope.
20. Ever been in a rap video - No.

Last
1. Last phone call you made - Binxiu
2. Last person you hugged - Xin Ying
3. Last person you hung out with - Nicole Ng
4. Last person you worked for- None.
5. Last person you talked to - 2nd Brother
6. Last person you IM - ?
7. Last person you texted - Xin Ying Sis
8. Last person you went movie with - Friends
9. Last person/things you missed - A Lot
10. Last website visited - Blog

2009-04-11T02:52:00.000-07:00

Reply Taggs! :D

YUNI: hi. WALAOOOOO. so you hate me also larh. LOL FINEEEE. xDD cheerios.
Me: hahas if you think so then FINEEE! HAHA xD cheers too :D

liting: waaa
Me: waaa back (:

♥.GRACE: relink eh ! LOL thanks !
Me: eeyeer i dont want relink people who i caught holdings hands with pk xD heeheee.

XINYING!: deeaxewhye is here!
Me: hahas hi ;D

Choir boy: elo...tagged =D
Me: hello -.-

Renjied;: WOAH~ YR BLOG HAO LANG MAN O;
Me: heeeheee change liaos :O

2009-04-11T02:42:00.000-07:00

finally i post again.

hahas :D

weds gonna games day prelim round.

im not boasting anything,

i wanna win only (:

anyway just wanna make it a point,

if people thinks im a bully to other people,

first figure out what the person did first.

Maybe i only can resort to violence as you said.

Im dumb and could not think of anything.

But i willing to change,

change for the good.

i guess nobody would bother anyway.

Cos i suck big time yeah :O

hope you still my daily reader and believe what i written here.

and i hate you.

2009-03-18T01:11:00.000-07:00

Thanks hornaye for helping me in my blog :D
life so boringggggg~
zhihan @#$%)^($
but he's your*whheeeeeeeeee~*
saddish lifeeeee ):

2009-03-16T02:09:00.000-07:00

Just realised my blog had exist for one year lerhs :D
seen the entries of past few months.
Wow,
i did not know i had so much memories with hornaye ><
loveeeeeees~ xD

2009-03-16T00:08:00.000-07:00

Dear honeyeeehhhhh,
we shall make this relationship btr.
Maybe we had too much argues in just one month.
It's quite a hard time i know.
But we will still try as requested.
Otherwise we continue be gansss as previous then.
I love you <3

2009-03-13T17:07:00.000-07:00

why you like that?
first is boyu,
now zhihan,
then joshua.
WTF larh..
how do you expect me to believe,
you said you wont talk to them.
yet nt even a single word from you ,
but you talked to them first.
I freaking hate you for lying.

2009-03-11T05:44:00.001-07:00

IWANTTOLOSEWEIGHTAHHH!):

2009-03-11T05:39:00.000-07:00

WHY! WHY! WHY!
it's forever you think is her.
I KNOW WHY!
cos you got so many people ard you.
shuang liaos.
I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN!
it's like, so sad these days..
aiyahs nvms.
cos my old same line.
You will never bother ):

2009-03-10T05:37:00.000-07:00

Secondary3,
pathetic and saddish life.
so many problems recently.
so many things..
losing feel,
regrets,
argues,
tio gan out of bus,
the enthu disiaoing with rj gone.
whats the point?
losing,regrets,argues,
they dont bother either.
if you guaduate,
there goes you.
Misses and tears will eventually come.
It even started already.
my tears had drop more than sec2,
in just few month.
What the fuck is this.
And you this pu bor,
i dont like you also.
Ask your class boy come luh.
If that joshua come better.
Hosehhh~

stupid naye,
you dont bother right?

2009-03-03T04:33:00.000-08:00

I feel that its like no point,
you guys are not helping me in anyway.
Only,
Elfin, Shireen, Kai Sin, Grace sisss still remains.
i think others,
all disown.
Better read and know whats for you.

2009-03-02T04:04:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BRITHDAY ELFIN SIS! :D
find your true love and be cheerful everyday kay? (:
here's a brithday song for you!
happy brithday to you,
happy brithday to you,
happy brithday to sissss~
happy brithday to you! (:
sheng ri kuai le sis~ loveeessss :D
dearest sis forever :O
sorry fr also kp-ing you ):
i dont mean it you know ..

2009-02-27T21:54:00.001-08:00

Im just posting,
for the sake of posting my 100th post.
Loves my loved ones,
Minneh and Honeyehhh <3

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2009-02-27T21:51:00.000-08:00

I feeling so terrible,
my facial expression might be happy,
but heart is not.
If you all think im those cruel person,
so be it.
Im used to people looking at me that way.
I also make people irritated,
always make people think im angry.
But i did not want that way,
why is people thinking i am?
oh my fucking hell,
im just releasing stress here.
Im just a acting sad person here,
look at me that way please.

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2009-02-21T21:07:00.000-08:00

我一直在第二顺位爱着你
一直从雨天一直到阴天
一直到晴天你逃离过去
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天一直到今天
一直到永远我相信是我最爱你

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2009-02-02T03:33:00.000-08:00

I just realised i need you though,
even after so many months alrdy.
I really really want to.
What if i live to regret?
Should i said it?
Maturity is the key.
yeah just follow where my heart goes.
(: (: (: (: (: (:

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2009-01-23T04:32:00.001-08:00

I feeling terrible :'X

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2009-01-16T20:29:00.000-08:00

IFUCKINGHATEGIRLS.

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2009-01-09T06:46:00.001-08:00

im freakin overwhelmed with hatreds.
should thank god that i dont hit girls till they're disfigured.
get this shit out of here _l_

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2009-01-08T06:01:00.000-08:00

i need a hug all of a sudden,
maybe im tired or stressed?
nahhh i should not act emo here,
cos i hate those fucktards.
Who would wanna hug me anyway? ):

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2009-01-03T02:04:00.000-08:00

love and sports.
i chosen to train hard when sec4 comes.
i dont wanna love.
im determined to train hard now.

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-12-31T05:03:00.002-08:00

oh i just realised,
what the hell am i having so much dreams.
but this dream i had today,
is the most memorable in my 14yrs life.

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-12-31T04:21:00.000-08:00

*sound asleep*...
'she' went swimming, alone with me.
we were just in underwater,
did not even utter a word to each other.
Suddenly a group girls squeeze in.
They said, ' comeon, i'll take a photo of both of you. '
I was shocked of course,
but what 'she' did was,
'she' just hug me, and smiled.
The scene changed...
i and 'she' appeared in somewhere in JAPAN?!?
but i forget where's that actual place.
we were at the highest building.
so we stared at each other...
did not utter a word like before.
we just hug-ed...
then we went down that building to the lift?
we stared at each other, again.
just when was about to kiss,
the lift door open and everything was gone.
i was awake and could not continue the dream.
*note:this is my dream, you all may choose not to believe.*

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-12-28T06:01:00.000-08:00

wakakaka changed blogskin xD

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-12-08T04:09:00.000-08:00

Just a afternoon nap today,
and i dream of two things.
Firstly was,
she finally had a stead,
she took so god-damm much of initiative.
I woke up and felt sad? >.<
So i went to sleep again,
and i dream of a sibei lame thing.
That renjie bought me a cake -.-
asssholeeeeeee as if he will buy.
HAHAHA.
also nothing to post.
byebye :D

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-11-25T21:01:00.000-08:00

i は、戻るから取得私に、何ですべてをします。

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-11-10T04:12:00.000-08:00

wu ji lai,
mai chao ah guan.
kio one one larhs.
jiao wei zhui zhui.
Bitches and bastards siok.

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-11-01T20:40:00.000-07:00

i hate my grandmother.
i hate my father.
i hate my mother.
i hate my brother.
i hate copycats.
just leave me alone.
why are people like this?
so unreasonable.
Lastly,
IHATEWOMAN.

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-10-31T07:29:00.000-07:00

You know how it feels getting rejected,
by loving someone so deeply.
I think i should be alone.
And however i felt,
i always notice someone always copy my feelings.
But i dont bother,
just leave me alone then.
Whatever leave me.
I dont need anybody.
Should i make the worst decision?
Everythings gone.
My basketball future gone too.
Nothing left.
Since i does not have a basketball future either,
i wanna make other people lost too...

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-10-23T04:09:00.000-07:00

i love you but you love him.
i love you but you dont care about me.
i love you but you dont seem to love me too.
Today i had the worst day ever.
But the girl in my heart,
did not even care.
yeah thats you.
thanks for being there to entertain me,
its fun,
wo hui xiang ni de.

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-10-23T03:49:00.001-07:00

I dont have friends,
so i dont bother to say anything.
The last day is my worst day.
I dont bother to say,
because no one cares though.
Bye,
hate me.

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-10-21T06:58:00.000-07:00

Nothing can describe what about me.

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-10-18T07:46:00.000-07:00

I'm sad.
She did not bother about me.
She is was popular with other boys.
I dont know whether your love is true,
I'm pathetic i know.
We have different status,
thus i should go.
Both of you are sad,
i tried do the best i can.
So in the end,
i dont mind suffer alone.
Wish the best for you.
I should just go right?

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-10-15T07:37:00.000-07:00

I need you by my side.
I want to be with you forever.
Cause you are the only one i love.
Things change, people change, but I will always love you.
I love hornaye <3

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-10-14T06:55:00.001-07:00

Whey,
i have AP.
It's nobody fault siok.
AP is my character.

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-10-13T08:33:00.000-07:00

Sorry for if i sucks,
i know derhs.
Hate Hate Hate,
it's part of life.
Death,
it's the ending of life.
But of course i wont die so easily,
only if my basketball future gone.
Thats when i'm gone.
No need to blame yourself,
cause i did this a lot of people too.
It's nothing.
Just hate me luh.
it's better,
in school see me no need talk.
Save energy lehs.
Leng Leng pass one day.
Swee boh?
Mai kia siao lai ke lian wo.
Hate me,
Understand? _l_

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-10-12T08:22:00.000-07:00

i swear,
i love Hannah Lim,
forever...
Therefore,
i would like to express my love,
for her here...
She is too wonderful in my life,
i need her forever...
She gave me everything,
that no one could.
Because she is my,
only love.
I love hornaye.

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-10-10T21:16:00.000-07:00

Hate me all you wanted.
At least i know...
-
-
-
-
-
i still have kai min and my gay friends ...

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-10-03T06:20:00.000-07:00

ohya, ohya,
today something shiok happen xD
when i was boarding 333 at toh guan,
its around 6.30pm.
The bus came,
a chio-bu, OMG! :O
she walked beside me.
then then then,
i let her pass,
ohmytian!
she smiled at me so sweet! :P
i remember her lehs xD
she better lorhs,
so chio and sweet xD
the hannah see me always ignore ):
LOLOLOLOL :X

hornaye hornaye hornaye
hornaye hornaye hornaye
hornaye hornaye hornaye
i love you <3
although you dont love me,
and we dont have any meaning together ):

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-09-26T23:04:00.000-07:00

[ i'll reply msgs from here,
although i lock my blog :P ]

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To Hornaye:
Thanks <3
i'll try to be happy kays?
i love you too :D

To ShiHuiMeii:
Hahahahas,
thanks luh :D
i where got show attitute :O
TREASURE SIOK! (:

To ViwawaPartner:
Xie Xie Xie Xie Xie Xie (:
LOL! :O
SMILE(:
ohya,
AND i dont recall anytime,
that you told me anything xD

To Desmond:
So er xin,
who your bro?
LOL :P

To JingYi:
hahahas :D
thanks (: (x3)

To ZhouLaoDa:
Thanks (:

To Becca:
Thanks!
i very matured lerhs :O
is you havent!
hahahahas :D
you say so much always also never :P
good luck for you too (:

To My Mother:
Thanks for always giving me $ :D
dont worry,
i'll take care of you when you're old,
i promise (:

To ElfinMeii:
EMO! EMO! EMO!
who told you i smile better?
like sucks can? :P
but i'll try cause you said it (:
Thanks btw :D

To YeeJian&&BingXiu:
Thanks to your one line,
'Happy Brithday'
LOLsssss :P

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-
-

i dont wanna celebrate my brithday,
cause my mood was all ruin by my dad.
And i think they forget too.
I'm fine with it.
So byes .

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-09-24T03:58:00.000-07:00

can you stop acting you're sad?
You dont need me!
is it not obvious for you?
Always with so many boys,
not popular enough uh?
Just go fuck out the hell of them larhs!
Why keep acting pathetic only?
Luckily i havent give in to you.
It's all lies and fake.

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-09-23T07:13:00.001-07:00

i dont like commonwealth xD

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-09-22T04:11:00.000-07:00

Friday going exams lerhs ):
ohya,
today i wrote the compo saying that,
i dont care even if i failed,
cos when i grow up i going to be a coach xD

Life's changing for me yeah :O
i become more bad lerhs,
why do i always have the urge to beat people anyhow?
jialat jialat jialat ):

She always talk to so many boys ):
yeah,
im gonna rebel.
REBEL!
i dont care anymore :P
&& i'm super super super super,
SERIOUS! >.<

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-09-20T01:20:00.001-07:00

Yeahhh!
New Url :D

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-09-18T05:26:00.000-07:00

Changed Blog :D
Hope people will like it .
Tagg more thanks :D
ByeBye :P

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-09-03T04:28:00.000-07:00

I got a amount of words to tell you ,
but it's all too late .
At least i wanted you to know ,
i love you once (:

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-08-29T05:07:00.000-07:00

I Love You Cos ,
Matured-Thinking ,
Beautiful ,
Honesty ,
Straightforward .
I Just Wanna be With You .
Allow Me Cannn? )':

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-08-28T06:38:00.000-07:00

Can I be Your Boy?
I Believe I Could .
I Wanna Be With You .
Pleassseeee? <3

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-08-23T04:03:00.000-07:00

Can I Be Your Lil Boyyy? ):
I Want Go Back To Childhood :O

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..

2008-08-22T09:34:00.000-07:00

Why Do I Feel Closer To You ,
Everydayyy ... ?
That Feeling Appear Always ...
Is This True Love ?

Why is it when i feel like talking to someone ,
you did not call me ?
Why is it when i dont feel like talking ,
but you called so many people .
Do all this still matters in my heart ?

Why dont you listen to me ?
Theres no future being with me .
Regrets will soon became ,
and hatred will soon arise .
Just forget and accept new things .
Maybe it is better ?

I dont like people who snatch my friends .
you can snatch all the others away ,
but i wont let you snatch two of them away .
for all of your info ,
they are boys not girls .
So dont even boys also want snatch .
Desperate for friends is it ?
i got one wonderful place for you :D

如果我有多一次机会，我肯定选你 ..
简单来说，我是爱你，而不是放弃你 ..　
如果可以的话，我希望永远抱着你，
不要放开，就是想让你知道，我不能没有你 ..