Friday, May 9, 2008
Emo? :(
is it really that bad ?
you cant accept the fact?
the fact that i get a little sad?
the fact that i am a little mad?
you use those as reasons ,
just to make my soul sink.
so some of us go
&& some of us dont.
i can smile,laugh love and live.
i'm just not like the rest,
sure i cry..
i want to die..
but none of you understand!
its not like i had planned to live life like this!
to spend my days depressed and amiss?
but i'm okay with that.
you can call me ugly,
you can call me fatso,
but why cannot i be emo?
whats so wrong with that? :(
That
sadistic smile been haunting me for a while.
It wanted me to perish with it.
cause I could not cherish anything.
It took my love
&& sent me away.
But I fear I will be going the other Way.
Shadows creeping around the wall,
they all hate me after all.
They did this to me.
now they have reached their goal.
I feel slightly dead.
No matter whats appear infront of me.
My life is totally
sucks!
too much to bear..
Alone I cry, Alone I die..
Misery has left me
cold.
When will all this end?
When will I be given new chances to be brith again?
My pitiful life,
filled with stress,
Who cares what happens to me though?
My arm hangs down,
thoughts racing in my head.
My eyes laid on where you had once appear.
I was running aimlessly.
Home is where my heart is.
You don’t know what pain is.
You don’t understand what it can do.
You never felt the true pain.
Your mind was never hurt.
Because you think that the world didn’t love you?
You don’t know whats true pain..
如果我有多一次机会,我肯定选你 ..
简单来说,我是爱你,而不是放弃你 ..
如果可以的话,我希望永远抱着你,
不要放开,就是想让你知道,我不能没有你 ..
written @ 6:47 AM